Not Pregnant

I often wonder if I would have kept every pregnancy test I've ever taken, how many there would be.  My husband only knows about the ones he was home for.  I never told them about the ones I secretly took when I was alone; because I just wanted all of the digital "Not Pregnant" to … Continue reading Not Pregnant

Gone.

  The hardest part about dealing with mental illness as a Christian is the taboo that I must not be saved enough if I'm still dealing with depression.  I must not know Christ enough if my suicidal ideation is so prevalent.  I should probably pray harder if I'm still dealing with sometimes crippling anxiety.  And … Continue reading Gone.

The Confession.

I have always been an open book when it came to my life and my past.  I've never been one to hang my head in shame or deny anything that I've lived through.  But, after being deceived into sex trafficking a second time I made a promise to myself to never speak about it openly.  … Continue reading The Confession.